So I'm in the middle of week three (I think -- my dates are so confused and mashed up that I'm not totally sure on this) and this week has been hard.
Sunday we went to visit my dad and grandparents for a belated Christmas celebration. It was a 4 hour drive each way. We'd planned on spending Sunday night and Monday night with them. But fate had other plans and we ended up having to cut our trip short and drive back Monday evening for less than joyful reasons (car trouble at home and my grandfather being a crogedy old man). I knew that visiting my family would be enjoyable but I also knew that it would mean I would not be eating right as my family does not eat healthy. It wasn't the worst trip as far as food goes, but it was definitely not on plan. I wasn't hungry much and I got super dehydrated as the water tasted funny and I didn't get any workouts in on Sunday or Monday.
That trip has thrown me completely off my routine and my game.
The first two weeks I felt confident that I could do this.
This week? I can't seem to get re-focused. I missed another workout yesterday for lack of transportation to the gym (Daniel had taken the car without thinking about my time table to run errands; it happens). I couldn't resist bojangles this morning when Daniel wanted a biscuit. My cravings for junk food are stronger than they have been. I just can NOT get back on track.
As a result, my confidence that I can do this is waivering. And I don't like that. I liked feeling like I could finally be successful in losing the weight. I don't want to fail again. I really really don't.
I'm just not sure how to get my health mojo back.
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