Mountains and Valleys. Such is life. Highs and Lows. Peaks and Depths. Peaks and depths. peaks and depths.
Good weeks come, then they fade into bad ones. Good weeks are filled with self-belief, self-confidence, focus, motivation, inspiration, hope, promise. Bad ones are filled with self-doubt, self-blame, self-hate, anxiety, depression, frustration, tears, angst, feeling trapped, feeling un-liked and less than.
The pendulum swings one way, it's inevitable for it to swing back the other way.
I don't like the swings. I don't like the negativity, the feelings of failure. But when you feel surrounded by them, it's hard to swim out of that current. It's a riptide. Pulling you in and cycling you around and around and around.
My constant is creativity. Expression. Outlet. Directed energy focus.
I enjoy quilting. I need to do more of it.
Except I'm at a creative block on how to quilt the borders.
And it's getting late.
So while I need to create, I shouldn't start. Because I'll be up all night. And I need sleep for work in the morning.
Sometimes I think I'd like to learn how to paint. But do I really need another hobby? Not really. I've got enough to keep me interested between quilting/sewing, hiking, and running.
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